DIFFICULT

It's DIFFICULT being judged all the time.

It's DIFFICULT being criticized for traits that are of your nature.

It's DIFFICULT being watched carefully all the time, recording every single move you do and every single word you say.

It's DIFFICULT being restrained by SO many boundaries and expectations.

It's DIFFICULT being scrutinized from head to toe for very shallow reasons.

It's DIFFICULT hearing subtle comments being made about you; again, for very shallow reasons.

It's DIFFICULT expecting to be treated by others the same way you treat them.

It's DIFFICULT getting disappointed by your closest friends.

It's DIFFICULT coping with all of the above, and still trying to move things along and say, "Don't worry. Everything is just ok."