Just a Thought

I'm the kind of person who whenever something comes up that really bothers me, I just bottle up all of these feelings till one day KABOOM! (Notice I said "one day," because that's how long I take to finally open up.)
Yep. I know. That's bad.
Someone on MSN just asked me today, "what kind of person are you?"
I asked, "In what aspects are you asking?"
She replied, "Well, are you the quiet, subtle type that keeps all of her problems and worries to herself?"
Hmmm. How did I give that away just through MSN?
Weird.
My cousin always tells me whenever I'm feeling down or frustrated to open up and talk to someone, or to write it down on paper.
My reply to her was that I try to cool off by keeping busy with school and design. Ya3ni a6alle3 7arreti bel derasa wel sheghel o allahi 3omri. She pointed out that this is no way to solve the problem; I'm just sweeping it under the carpet and doing other things to forget a bit.
Well, I try to open up, sometimes, to people whom I feel comfortable talking to. Writing - haven't tried it much.
Maybe this blog might come in handy at those times.
We'll see.
Let me just write about "anything and everything" as my cousin oao has it on his blog.